I haven’t written in so long. I don’t even know where to start.

I had gotten out of a 8 month relationship with a man who never actually caught feelings for me back in July 2017. There was just something missing. He didn’t get excited to see me, ever really. I’m not sure if he was just incapable of those feelings, or if he just never felt them with me. We had a very ‘strict’ relationship in my eyes. He would say it was very ‘Christian’. No spending the night and no fooling around below the belt. Any of you who actually know me, know that was a STRUGGLE. But I did it. Why? Because he was a good human with good values. But, this man would not allow himself to have true feelings for me.

We had been dating for 7.5 months when I went to Mexico with a girlfriend. He was asked by his friends if he was going to miss me at all. His response. ‘She’s only going to be gone for 5 days’. Wrong answer. Regardless, it took me some time to figure it out, but I decided to walk away as I want a man who is head of heels in love with me. And who actually MISSES ME!

So, we broke up. Now, you can imagine what happened once I was free from my abstinent relationship.

Well, I somehow managed to move roughly 1,000 miles from everything I have ever known in May 2019. Just me and the dog. Living the single life in a new state. I knew I was going to move for a solid 6 months before it happened, so I took a break from dating and just focused on myself and my friends. I can’t tell you how many nights I laid in bed binge watching Netflix. NO SHAME.

Once I got settled and all my boxes were unpacked, I started dating in this new state! I’m not getting any younger. No time to waste. Lord, please let my husband be here somewhere!

So, here’s to some new adventures!